Dear little heart;

Sometimes I wonder what life is really for.
Although, I tend to live it as though it's for living.
Maybe there is something more.
Maybe there isn't.
It always seems like the more I want to do right,
I'm wrong.

Am I though?
I would think...
Loving something that isn't lovable,
Holding something untouchable,
Dreaming something unfathomable...

Sometimes I think that I will spend the rest of my life alone.
And I am content with that, only because
the ones I love- aren't the ones who love.

I think I will ground myself from those people,
sound funny?- correct.
Well, I need to...my heart is longing for something that will never be there.

"These tears I shed seem so real
the cold force of gravity- on my face I feel.
Only crying to release something that isn't even there.
Trying to run into someone who really doesn't care.
It'll never be the same when your heart finally sets,
and you become a dream I can't forget."

Take it all away, I don't feel it anymore.

So, I've been having a really awesome time with life- lately.
I've met some people that have absolutely taken my heart away
AND I LOVE IT. I have been going way too fast and way too often.
It's time to settle down,
I don't want to live this way.

I want you to know,
that even though you deeply hurt me last night-
I will persevere and never back down; but away.
I wish I could be what you want in life, I really do.
I wish you would want me to be what you want in life.
[Life doesn't work that way, silly.]

Maybe one day you'll see,
until then- let it be.

Please have a fantastic week and remember
to always smile and love the day you're living in!

All my love; <3